I have been trying to decide how to go about this race report. It is going to be a little difficult, because what am I going to say? It is a 1.52 mile loop and I went around it 47 times. I went around and around! So I don’t want to do a play by-play, but I do have some thoughts from my laps I would want to talk about. So I plan to do a little mixture of going throughout the day with a heavy dose of things I learned.
Let me start with a little pre-race coverage. As we arrived in Rockingham North Carolina it reminded me of my first ultra in Laurel Mississippi. There is nothing in either town! It is certainly a small southern town in North Carolina.
My mindset for this race reminded me of a marathon I did in 2008. It was the Greenville Marathon in South Carolina. I had run 4 marathons going into Greenville. Each one of them were horrible. I knew what I should be able to do in a marathon, but I was not able to execute in any of them. I knew a 3:40 marathon or below was at least what I could do. But, I had tragedy happen in every marathon I ran. In my first marathon I began to cramp at mile 12 or 13. In my second marathon I had IT band problems and cramped again at about mile 16. My third marathon, I cramped again and my fourth marathon I had more IT band problems. Do you see a pattern!?
I wanted to run a solid marathon. Just running the whole race would be a victory. Not having a catastrophe would be even better! I decided to run as conservative as I could. I never regretted that decision because mentally I just needed to get over that hurdle.
I went into this race with a similar mindset. I have struggled for so many of these races I just wanted to run a conservative race, trying to get to the finish without major issues. I needed to convince myself that I could do this. In the back of my mind have been doubts because of all of the problems I have had. I just needed to convince me, that the ultra is a race I could do and do it well. As of Friday of last week, I was not convinced.
It is not that I did not have any confidence at all. I was confident in everything that I had done to prepare myself, but somehow in the back of my mind I needed to prove something to myself. My training, my nutrition and race plan I have supreme confidence in. I just did not want anything crazy to happen and make my plan go south. I knew one important thing when I woke up Saturday morning to race. This race would be a run more with my head than my legs.
My check list for Saturday morning:
- All my gear needed to be ready
- My nutrition plan was clear
- My race plan was clear
- I was ready mentally to run
I felt I was a go on all of the above. We gathered about 5 minutes before the start for last-minute race announcements and we were ready to go.
My most recent ultra experiment in June was an epic failure so I was trying to put that behind me. But, I was feeling a little pressure. I would have a crew of 4 family members who would take their whole weekend just to help me. I wanted to make it worth their time. In my mind anything less than 60 miles would be a failure. I tried not to communicate that, but I really felt at least 60 miles needed to happen. If I could do 70 I would feel great, and 80 miles would find me jumping with joy.
I thought my training prepared me well. A theory that I use for my training is safe stress. I want to put my body under a safe amount of stress during training so it is not shocked during the race. This was the first time I felt I did that well.
More to come….(Part 2–Forgetting about everyone else)
Happy running….
Finally able to sit down and read up on your report… Part 1 reminds me so much of myself… I have run 6 half marathons and have had ‘insidences’ in all. I just want to run ONE without incident – It would be so good for my psyche…